Merry Christmas!!
Aren't my boy's so cute! I love this pic that was taken Christmas morning before Church. I loved having Church on Christmas morning. It helped remind me of exactly why we celebrate Christmas and forget about the gifts and hustle of the day. December went by so fast as did Christmas and New Years. We were once again spoiled by Santa and our families and are blessed to be able to spend the day with all of them. This was Noah's first year that he understood who and what Santa was all about. It made it so much fun!
I feel so lucky to be a Mom and wife to two incredible people. Sometimes I worry that my time isn't spent doing the things that enrich our lives or help us grow as a family, but the past few months have brought them closer to me and given me the opportunity to really step back and be grateful for them individually.
Clair is my rock. He is quiet and soft-spoken, but by no means incapable of calming me down when I get riled up or frustrated. We balance each other well and i'm grateful to have him know and understand my needs well enough that he doesn't need to say much.
Noah. Oh Noah! My heart swells with pride at the mention of his name. He brings so much to the table at our house. His fun, sassy, yet sweet personality keeps me on my toes not knowing what to expect next. I love this little man so much it's often overwhelming.
And last, but not least...our new little one who will join us in August! Yes, i'm pregnant! It is still surreal to say and doesn't seem quite real yet, but we are so excited and thank our Heavenly Father everyday for finally allowing us the opportunity to bring another little Spirit into this world to join our family. The road has been long and hard, and not without many tears...it has been a test of my faith and patience. Before we began trying to get pregnant again and even up until recently if has been a fear of mine that I won't love another child as much as I love Noah. I know that seems silly, but it's a genuine fear I've struggled with. But I know that because of this trial our love for this little one is even greater and I do have enough love and room in my heart to love not only Noah, but this baby as well. My testimony of our Heavenly Father's plan has been strengthened. 4+ years between our kids definitely wasn't in my plan, but maybe realizing that my plan needs to bend to His will is another lesson I needed to take from this trial.
6 comments:
Steph, I am so excited for you guys! Congratulations!!! And I do understand to a small degree how difficult it is trying for a while to have a baby. It took us a while to get pregnant with Bronson and it was a hard road for me. And I too had the fear of not being able to love another baby as much as Bronson... especially since I didn't get all that much time alone with him before our new little one arrived. I also worried that I would feel guilty with two kids and feel like I was neglecting Bronson or the baby. But it is amazing how your heart grows to accommodate the love you have for both children. I can't even believe how much my love for Bronson has grown and how much love I have for my sweet little girl too. And my love for Jeff grew so much more as well. Heavenly Father knows us and gives us just what we need when we need it!
Again, congratulations! I am so excited for you guys (August babies are awesome!) and can't wait to find out what you are having!!!
Congrats Steph!! I am so excited for you! I know I was worried with my second cuz I love Abby so much and wondered how can you love someone just as much and when Connor was born my love just grew and I love them both the same! I hope you are feeling ok!!
Congrats! I am so excited for you guys! I think everyone feels the same way...Robbie said to me a few weeks ago "how can I love another child as much as I love her?" My sister's kids are 4 years apart and my mom says she wished she had 4 years between each child! He is such a good older brother and can actually "help" and entertain himself...somewhat! Anyways! So excited for you! Can't wait to hear what you are having...I'm assuming you'll find out! :)
Congratulations you three! We are exited for you. We wish you all the best.
Congrats!! :0) Exciting! we are so happy & excited for you both!
Congrats! I felt the same way anticipating #2. Everyone has different experiences, but your heart just gets bigger! I didn't worry with #3 and am not at all worried about #4. Although I do worry about my sanity! ;)
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